The Explanation

Chapter 5: The Explanation

I never watch Filipino romantic movies. 

I've always felt that they were derivative of some other romantic film. The only other Filipino film I've watched was One more chance and that was a long long time ago. Well this movies was good borderline great. The Story was really impressive. it wasn't your generic "Magkakatuluyan din sila sa huli" film. The character development was good. The acting was average (I'm a bit biased here. I hate Piolo Pascual). I just really loved the story. It was everything I needed to watch after the turmoil that is my love life.haha The story revolves around that fundamental question:When do we let go? The girl met the man of her dreams they here happy then the she started to have doubts and decides to leave him. Fast forward to the future She recieves a letter then blahblahblah. Instead of listening to me just watch it,it's awesome!

Now! to the story proper.

It's been years since my last post. A lot has changed. Im in law school! Amy? Remember her?haha She's in med school now and I'm pretty much over her  more on that in the next chapter. This chapter is for the girl that I loved since our 3rd year in High school. After our 6-year Love story I officially ended it in the worst way any guy could have done. Thru text. Before you judge! Let me explain. The truth is we may have lasted that long but it wasn't because we loved each other that much it was because I was determined to make it work. Until I realized that this wasn't love anymore, She wasn't the right person for me.

Understanding this was by far one of the hardest thing I ever did.

She was my best friend. She was my partner. She was arguably everything to me but deep inside after all we've been through I just couldn't stand her anymore. She had her flaws and I had mine. I know when you love someone that you should try to understand each others quirks and weaknesses but I just couldn't anymore. I ended it in the most selfish way possible because I knew she'd never agreed to it. I made that conscious decision to hurt he,to disappoint her,to break her heart one last time to give her the right push to forget about us completely. 

Yes, You did deserve one and I hope this is an enough explanation for what I did. I'm sorry.

"The hardest decisions in life are never easy but if we understand the importance of making these decisions it gives us a better perspective on what lies ahead"- Mr.JustNotGoodEnough