Is She just out of my league?

Chapter 4: She's out of my league..Maybe?

       Have you ever seen this movie? Pretty much the answer would be a yes. It's like been screened on HBO from time to time the past years. This movie is nothing special though. Yes it talks about something that people go through but it lacks the Reality factor to it. In our world today we are defined by our social standing. A doctor will eventually marry another doctor or any field at par with it. It sucks. Why can't we be with someone that's more than what we've achieve so far in our lives. Love conquers all as they say. If your in love with someone you should stop at nothing to get her. That's the mantra of romantic people, people who is ever so passionate with their feelings that they tend to not think clearly. Love is a feeling that can be contained, it can be controlled and can be tamed. We all aspire to find our princess and live happily ever after. We can't have that. It's absurd to think that a normal man can be with someone extraordinary. Just remember when Prince William and a commoner Kate Middletton were married in a way it's a "He's out of my league" moment except for the fact that Kate is incredibly attractive so it's a 10 and a 10. Would a Princess of England marry an oddly looking but incredibly good man? I really doubt that.

And Now to our story proper...

       After ranting about the chances of an "She's out of my league" moment earlier this is where it gets real. We all have that moment when we can say that She's out of my league but truth be told this is not always the case. Were too in love with a person that we see her as a perfect person. love blinds us to see that the one we love isn't really perfect, isn't really that beautiful and isn't really out of our league. Me and my friends normally scout for girls whenever were free. We often look at girls and compare them with one another.(Its a guy thing.) We call this act as "Bird Watching". The Idea of love blinding us and making us believe in the She's out of my league moment came from this act. We kept scouting girls and I keep telling them that "Amy"(the code name a came up with) is nothing compared to the other girls. After I kept saying this my friends were a bit furious and puzzled why I kept saying that then BOOM! It hit me like a bolt of lightning and a train come crashing through.(I'm just over-sensationalizing this. Lol) Long story short If were in-love as hard it is to be objective and use our head it's not an excuse not to. Sometimes before telling yourself you don't deserve someone because S.O.M.L. look not what makes her special but what made you feel something. 

"Our hearts doesn't fall in-love just because it wants to but because deep inside it knows it's gonna happen." - Mr.JustNotGoodEnough

You just have to work hard and earn her love!

Meeting at a Crossroads

Chapter 3: The Crossroads

       If you happen to be bored out of hell I suggest watch this movie. Not really an epic movie or what but being bored out of hell has it's desperation time right? Sooo why wrong turn? this has to be as far fetch you can be to a love story. Well simple concept though once in your life you come across a cross roads that will change your life forever. You could end up being super happy with the girl you love or you could end up being eaten by mutated cowboy people. Crossroads are the root of regrets. All of the what-ifs are stemmed from this event. "The one that got away" or the "Kung ikaw na lang sana"(If you were the one) persons in your life materializes from this event. Since were talking about crossroads lets not limit ourselves from love related crossroads. There are a lot of crossroads that we come across in our lives and half of them doesn't really even  have any connection to love. STILL Crossroads are a B*TCH. remmember that.

And Now to our Story proper...

       Yeah. A lot of us have had to choose if we still have to continue on our journey or we need to change. We all have reasons for going the other way around or staying in course. Sometimes life just tells us that it's not worth your time maybe if your lucky life will sugarcoat it for you and tell you "You'll find someone worth your <3. " It sucks trust me having to accept the fact that the journey you've been gearing up for years was never supposed to happen. You pour your heart out and you change for the better still it wasn't enough. For the first time in you life you meet someone that you fell for with just one look. You dreamed of sweeping this princess of her feet. I codenamed this girl as Amy so better of using it. A part of me wants her see this. A part me wants to tell her just how much I would have,could have,should have done to sweep her of her feet. I know with all my heart that she never going to know. 

      "All I can do is wish and pray that one  day when I get the chance at my crossroad I'll be able to choose the road that takes me farthest from her.</3"

Just before I leave you for a while just remember the secret in making decisions in crossroads is..

"Choose what makes you happy and never ever look back." -Mr.JustNotGoodEnough

Happy New year  People! Cheers!